Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Mind over Matter?

Ever get to that point where everything just starts to collide? My problem is I'm most likely taking on too much...more than I can handle. But it kept me alert at first, now I'm feeling the pressure. Hopefully, it is good stress, something that keeps you motivated rather than bring you down. I'm taking up the hobby of running/exercising something everyone should be doing, to release all anxiety I've been feeling and to better my health. It's so much that when I begin to jog, all the thoughts rush and I am clouded by words and images...I start to think ahead of myself and throw off my breathing. I feel my life is literally colliding with events within itself. All I could after the jog, is to literally TRY to think of nothing...it worked but I know the thoughts are there. I just laid them on a sheet of paper for now...I know with planning, I can set my life back on track.


"Remember (that it's all in your head.)"  - Gorillaz, Clint Eastwood

Hopefully things will work out.

Thanks for reading.

25 comments:

  1. As long as you have a good outlet for all your stress, everything'll be fine

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  3. Now I can't get that Gorillaz song outta my head.....

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  4. that has never happened to me haha

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  5. just take a breather or a weekend out. it's what i do when the shit hole my uni's in get's too much to me. weekend back home or in manchester for a good night out. cheers me right up.

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  6. I totally know what you mean, trying to think about so much, do so much. You just gotta realize how insignificant this moment in time is, in comparison to your life. Who cares if you slack off for a day, you have a couple hundred thousand to live through still.

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  7. Well the Gorillaz-song is refering to a LSD-trip :D

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  8. Thats no good :(. Hopefully things will start slowing down for you soon!

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  9. good text, interesting read :)

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  10. @merlly
    :)
    yeah I know, it's just that line has been stuck in my head these past few days. I kept telling myself that it's "all in my head".

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  11. Just look on the bright side of life :)
    After that everything just comes into its place!

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  12. Yeah, sometimes I have to struggle with myself.

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  13. The first time I heard that Gorillaz song was when the video came on MTV2 many years ago. I was tripping on mushrooms at the time (I'm quite straight edge nowadays, but not back then for sure). I can't even begin to explain how amazing that video was--not to mention the song. If I think about it, a slight euphoria sets over me to this day. And yes, with planning and small steps, you will get where you want to be. The hard part is getting started, so let yourself start slowly.

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  14. It's good you started a new exercise routine to go with your everyday life. I'm sure everything will work out

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  15. How about you just let it all out and blog! :D

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  18. trying to get rid of the gorillaz song in my head now :/

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  19. I find if you run far enough it's almost impossible to be stressed afterward (in most cases).

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  20. Everybody goes to good and bad times thats life ;)

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  21. Always look on the bright side

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