Ever get to that point where everything just starts to collide? My problem is I'm most likely taking on too much...more than I can handle. But it kept me alert at first, now I'm feeling the pressure. Hopefully, it is good stress, something that keeps you motivated rather than bring you down. I'm taking up the hobby of running/exercising something everyone should be doing, to release all anxiety I've been feeling and to better my health. It's so much that when I begin to jog, all the thoughts rush and I am clouded by words and images...I start to think ahead of myself and throw off my breathing. I feel my life is literally colliding with events within itself. All I could after the jog, is to literally TRY to think of nothing...it worked but I know the thoughts are there. I just laid them on a sheet of paper for now...I know with planning, I can set my life back on track.
"Remember (that it's all in your head.)" - Gorillaz, Clint Eastwood
Hopefully things will work out.
Thanks for reading.
As long as you have a good outlet for all your stress, everything'll be fine
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ReplyDeleteNow I can't get that Gorillaz song outta my head.....
ReplyDeletethat has never happened to me haha
ReplyDeletejust take a breather or a weekend out. it's what i do when the shit hole my uni's in get's too much to me. weekend back home or in manchester for a good night out. cheers me right up.
ReplyDeleteI totally know what you mean, trying to think about so much, do so much. You just gotta realize how insignificant this moment in time is, in comparison to your life. Who cares if you slack off for a day, you have a couple hundred thousand to live through still.
ReplyDeleteNice song :p And I know how you feel.
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Well the Gorillaz-song is refering to a LSD-trip :D
ReplyDeleteThats no good :(. Hopefully things will start slowing down for you soon!
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yeah I know, it's just that line has been stuck in my head these past few days. I kept telling myself that it's "all in my head".
Plus, Gorillaz rule <3
ReplyDeletetripping much?
ReplyDeleteJust look on the bright side of life :)
ReplyDeleteAfter that everything just comes into its place!
Yeah, sometimes I have to struggle with myself.
ReplyDeleteThe first time I heard that Gorillaz song was when the video came on MTV2 many years ago. I was tripping on mushrooms at the time (I'm quite straight edge nowadays, but not back then for sure). I can't even begin to explain how amazing that video was--not to mention the song. If I think about it, a slight euphoria sets over me to this day. And yes, with planning and small steps, you will get where you want to be. The hard part is getting started, so let yourself start slowly.
ReplyDeleteIt's good you started a new exercise routine to go with your everyday life. I'm sure everything will work out
ReplyDeleteHow about you just let it all out and blog! :D
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trying to get rid of the gorillaz song in my head now :/
ReplyDeleteI find if you run far enough it's almost impossible to be stressed afterward (in most cases).
ReplyDeleteEverybody goes to good and bad times thats life ;)
ReplyDeleteAlways look on the bright side
ReplyDeletekeep your head up
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