Ever get to that point where everything just starts to collide? My problem is I'm most likely taking on too much...more than I can handle. But it kept me alert at first, now I'm feeling the pressure. Hopefully, it is good stress, something that keeps you motivated rather than bring you down. I'm taking up the hobby of running/exercising something everyone should be doing, to release all anxiety I've been feeling and to better my health. It's so much that when I begin to jog, all the thoughts rush and I am clouded by words and images...I start to think ahead of myself and throw off my breathing. I feel my life is literally colliding with events within itself. All I could after the jog, is to literally TRY to think of nothing...it worked but I know the thoughts are there. I just laid them on a sheet of paper for now...I know with planning, I can set my life back on track.
"Remember (that it's all in your head.)" - Gorillaz, Clint Eastwood
Hopefully things will work out.
Thanks for reading.